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Path of Seduction
Chapter Nine
“This game you play . . . it
takes too long.” Mother’s voice rasped within his mind with the breathy echo of
a glacial cave. “Time is lost while you try to convince that girl to let
you between her legs.” Sephiroth only smiled, eyes heavy-lidded at the picture
the words painted for him. Mother was not pleased. Her presence hardened in his
mind to icicle sharpness, forbidding and cold inside him with the threat of
pain.
And he did not care. The sun
was warm and the breeze was cool. He leaned sideways against the trunk of the
tree he had chosen to sit in, reveling in the feel of warmth on his face. He
let his eyes slip closed, felt the ripples of warm light and cool shadow move
across his skin and imagined that slender fingers would flutter over him the same
way. His mind wandered, providing images that washed over him in waves of heat
and dulled the sharpness of the cold threat inside him. It reduced the harsh
voice to hoarse, almost distant howling, audible, yet so easy to brush aside.
“She is beneath you,” Mother
raged. “Dirty, filthy, conniving little thing, drawing you to her like this!”
“No, Mother.” The smile never
left Sephiroth’s lips. “She is the one tied to me.” His eyes flew open, glowing
with a half-mad triumph even in the face of the morning sun. “You should have
seen it! She longs for me, even in the darkness that goes beyond dreaming!
Every moment that we are apart, she grows more desperate for my presence!” He
rose with easy grace to stand on the broad branch, reaching up with one hand to
grip the one above. He rested his forehead against that hand and stood there,
precariously balanced in the leafy canopy, perfectly hidden in the green.
“She will come to me. She will
seek me out and she will not stop until she finds me.” The words escaped him in
a rolling whisper, barely even reaching the angry one inside him. “She longs to
feel my touch. She pines for the sound of my voice. I felt it in her, this
yearning. She has come to crave me. I know she desires what I would give her,
even if she cannot quite name it as desire herself.” He felt the flare of his
mother’s anger but it was dulled. Pain could not reach him while his mind
lingered on the innocent one and the cold words Mother threw at him faded in
the rosy glow of recent memory.
True, as Mother said, even
assumed dead he could still have any woman he wanted, find an agreeable one for
a night, or take one by force to satisfy his growing lust. But what good was
that when there was only one woman he wanted, when he could bring her willingly
to his side? He did not quite know why he was drawn to the slender, innocent
one, other than her unearthly beauty, but he was quite sure that she had not
wrapped some veil of her own about him, as Mother so often said. Those wide
green eyes plainly showed how unaware she was of the darker games lovers
played.
There were other little things
about her, the startled look in her eyes, the way the rhythm of her breathing
changed with her mood, the gentle laugh, the easy smile, the curve of her lips,
her hips. . . He sighed with longing and turned his head, pressing the side of
his face against the rough bark. Somewhere in that direction, the puppet
lingered, but he would come, even if he did take his own sweet time. So long as
he brought Aeris safely with him, Sephiroth did not care how long it took.
He ached to hold her willowy
body through the night, to thread his hands through her hair. He would have
given anything at that very moment to feel her skin against his own, to know
the scent of her, and her taste. He wanted to know how much it would take to
bruise her throat with his teeth and if she would try to stop him when he began
to undress her. He needed to hear the sounds that would escape those cherry
lips when he claimed her completely as his own. Would they be gasps or screams?
He leaned back against the
tree trunk in a rush of sudden frustration, almost unable to bear the pain of
endless waiting. He wanted Aeris, needed her badly, in fact. So badly that he
had to force himself to remember that he needed much more than her body. She
was the vessel of a power she barely realized, and her blithe ignorance of that
fact suited him perfectly. If he could have her closer, keep her nearer all the
time and willingly attached to him, that awesome strength would be his to use
for his cause and Mother’s. He had to draw his green-eyed girl closer and still
never let her know that he intended only to use her.
The proof of his success would
be if she came to him of her own accord. The puppet would escort her across the
field and into the village hidden deep within the green. He would be so close
to satisfaction, to triumph, if she came to him on her own then. And if she
would not do so just yet, it hardly mattered. He would play his game to its end
and draw her out himself. One way or another, she would be his.
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Dreams, even a Cetra’s, were
never meant to make much sense. That was why Aeris, half aware of the haze of
sleep, was not particularly alarmed when the red-headed musician she had been
waiting to see swaggered onto the stage bare-chested and grinning. She was not
surprised when he looked straight up at the balcony where she sat and flipped a
sharp mock salute. She did not even bat an eye when he ran a hand slowly down his
body, teasing and tempting all who saw him. The tired groan at her side,
however, she had not expected.
Her silvery-haired warrior sat
beside her with his head in hands, his hair like a shimmering waterfall even in
the darkened concert hall. “Not again, Planet, why?” he groaned. “Where did I
go wrong?” He slumped sideways against her shoulder, seeking her comfort in
frustration. She reached over to stroke his cheek, to soothe him through her
own smothered amusement, but awareness had seeped in too deeply by then.
She woke.
The backseat of the buggy
provided a remarkably smooth ride. Long days of hiking and a few close calls
had shown her that grassy plains were not as level as they looked. She leaned
away from the door and began working out the kinks in her neck. The ride may
have been smooth enough for sleep but the seating certainly was not. Red XIII
playfully bumped his head into her shoulder and she smiled lazily back at him.
“You have a good sleep?” he
asked, nudging her again. She reached over to scratch his neck.
“Good sleep,” she murmured.
“Strange dreams, but a good sleep.” She smiled a little as the scenes in her
dreams, still vivid, replayed in her mind. He was in her dreams now, as
handsome as he was in life, but different, warmer somehow. She had seen him
unwell. She had seen him a bit playful and had even seen him worried for her,
but each encounter, each soft caress still bore the thrill of newness and
danger. She looked longingly to the side where the dream form of the dark
warrior had rested his cheek. The shape of his dream self had thrown his head
against her shoulder with the ease of a long familiarity. Even in sleep it had
been comforting, to know for a few unreal moments what life without even one
thread of loneliness was. With things as they were, she would likely never have
that long standing comfort with him. She wondered if she would ever have it
with anyone.
She sighed.
She shared something with that
dark one, something wonderful and strange. But, and she was alarmed at how
often she had to remind herself of it lately, he was insane, destructive and
murderous. Cloud reminded them all of it when he had too and the tightness that
grew in Tifa’s eyes at his words confirmed it. Up close, though, the dark
soldier had never seemed that way to her. Dangerous, certainly, but mysterious
and inexplicably captivating. She wanted him and she knew after that hazy
encounter in the deeper realm of minds, that he wanted her too. There could be
no lies there.
She slumped back against the
side of the buggy. She wanted him, but for what she did not know. The deep
burning inside, low in her body, was telling enough, but was that all? Did he
just want that one thing himself? His fiery kisses, that bold touch, the heated
look she had caught in his eyes, all spoke of desire and deep-seated need, yet
he had not claimed what could have easily been his. He had always been gentle,
attentive to her slightest response. Memories of his concern swept over her and
she longed to wrap herself in the protection he offered for as long as she
could. How long would he keep offering his warm arms to her?
Red nudged her shoulder again.
“You’re frowning. I thought you said you had a good sleep.” Her head jerked up
in surprise. She took a deep breath before answering, with a tiny smile on her
face.
“I did, I did,” she reassured
the big red cat, but she could still see the disbelief in his one yellow eye.
He tilted his head in a gesture that could have been human if not for the way
his ears tilted forward. Aeris’ smile widened before she could help it. “It was
a good rest. Only the dream was a bit . . . strange.” Her head hung down as a
breath escaped her.
Red stepped forward and rested
his chin on her leg with his face tilted up so he could see her face. “It
wasn’t scary, was it?” he asked, and Aeris shook her head, her expression
almost wistful.
“No, no.” She sighed again.
“If anything it was too good.” The quizzical look on Red’s furry face made the
smile return to her face. “You know how some dreams can be so wonderful . . .”
She trailed off. This was ridiculous.
“That it is sad knowing that
real life will never match it?” Red finished for her. The image of a den, warm
and filled with the sound of mewling flashed through his mind. Aeris looked
down at him and nodded slowly before she slumped further to the side with a
cheek resting on one palm, deep in thought. Her other hand came to rest on
Red’s neck and she absently petted the longer strands of his mane. He said no
more, letting her think in whatever silence she could muster amidst the sounds
of Barret and Cloud arguing about map-reading.
This dream, at least, had not
brought any strange presence with it.
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The outline that had been
growing on the horizon proved to be a small forest, but a very dense one.
Barret swore. “We must be going off course, Spike! We’re looking for a reactor
town and the only thing I see out there is more bush!” Cloud kept driving
straight towards the trees.
“I think we’ve followed the
map exactly, Barret,” Tifa spoke up from the center of the middle row, where
she sat to keep Yuffie from being bludgeoned to death in any attempt to
dismantle the toysaurus on the other end. The barmaid had the map open out on
her lap and with Cait Sith’s help, had been watching for the faint marks of the
old trail, long overgrown.
“Absolutely!” Cait Sith
chirped. “My internal compass says we’re going the right way, straight to
Gongaga.”
“That so?” Barret turned
around, raising a skeptical eyebrow at the little robot. “I hope that compass
of yours is nothing like your fortunes.” Yuffie snickered, but kept her head
tilted against the window and made no other sound. It took no great leap of
thought to see that the girl was bored out of her mind, what with her slumped
posture and the expression of bland disinterest on her face.
Tifa smiled, shaking her head
as she turned back to the map. The young ninja’s leg kept twitching. Tifa could
only imagine what kind of torture it was for the fidgety girl to have to sit
still so long but they could hardly have her prodding their newest member every
few minutes. The dense ring of forest grew nearer.
Barret huffed. “That’s
supposed to be Gongaga? Where’s the reactor?” Cloud kept driving in silence, guided
by something far beyond a map and an old trail.
Tifa squinted and slid forward
in her seat. “Looks like there’s something sticking up out of the trees.” She
tilted her head as she tried to figure out what it was. “It doesn’t look like a
reactor though.” Quiet took over as she and Barret leaned forward, straining to
identify the strange shapes protruding from the green. Then Barret slid back
and a harsh breath escaped him.
“It’s not a reactor,” he
murmured. “It’s what’s left of one.”
Cloud just kept driving.
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The evening sun found the
blond man at the edge of the small ruined settlement, far more awake than he
had been in the morning, the afternoon’s alarms a terribly rude awakening. He
could still feel the wound on his arm itching even though no visible trace of
it remained after Aeris’ ministrations. The ache inside was even worse, as the
sudden realization that one of the small band could be a spy threatened to
wound him even further. He stopped on the path, turning back to make certain
every last one of his tired teammates caught up. Exhaustion showed in their
every step. Could one of them really have relayed information to the Turks? It
was almost too much to think about.
The first shot, the one that
had drawn his mako-infused blood, had come from Reno. It had been hard and
fast, the redhead’s revenge. Cloud raised one hand, intending to motion his
friends forward, but froze in his motion when he noticed the fine trembling. He
let his arm fall to his side. The shock of blood pouring down his side had
pulled him out of the strange, half-waking state he found himself drifting in
more often of late. He still could not believe that it had taken that much for
him to finally open his eyes. He nibbled at the inside of his lip, using the
small pain to ground his awareness in reality. This slipping in and out was
dangerous, not just for him but for the entire team.
His gaze focused on Tifa as
she dragged her feet on the path. He had never seen her look so tired, with her
hair all astray and no trace of her usual encouraging smile. Dark dirt streaked
her legs and clothes, the result of a fall she had taken after being hit during
battle, but she was unharmed and for that Cloud was grateful. He could almost
feel his own energy draining out of him as he looked at her wrap her arms
around herself. She began to rub warmth back into her arms and Cloud felt a
slight twinge of something, a mild longing mixed with guilt. He wished he had a
coat to lend her.
When she raised her eyes, he
turned away hurriedly, burying his face in his hand as if contemplating the
next move. Hopefully she had not noticed him staring and would not see the
redness he could feel creeping up his face.
“What now, Spike?” Barret
spoke with no trace of his usual gruff demeanor. All that was left now was
weariness. Cloud looked back again to be sure the rest of his team were
together. Tifa gave him a small smile and a short sigh of relief as she drew to
a halt beside him. Yuffie remained just behind the her, looking sullen and
obviously sulky. She was not even trying to reach the big zipper on the little
robot next to her. Cloud narrowed his eyes at the toysaurus. Cait Sith was
being unusually quiet. Something was not quite right here.
The blond man shook his head
violently. He had felt himself drifting off again. He spun around, looking for
Aeris, but she was not on the path. Almost before the thought registered, a
chill ran through his body and his heart thumped in his chest, though his mind remained
clear. Before he could question the severity of the reaction a pink figure
emerged from the brush off the side of the path. Cloud felt his body return to
normal immediately.
“So many people died here,”
Aeris murmured as she approached, her voice bearing a slight note of helpless
regret. Mercifully she did not seem haunted. Her face did seem a bit pale in
the green-tinted shadows but perhaps it was only because the deep blue blossom
she was burying her face in enhanced her natural pallor. How did she keep
finding these things? Cloud knew he had never seen anything like it.
It hardly mattered. “Come on,”
he waved the group forward. They needed supplies, perhaps better weapons or
armor if there were any to be had in what was left of Gongaga. There was little
light left. It would not hurt to find a place to sleep for the night. Cloud
hurried onwards, intending to make the best use of what daylight remained, but
a sad, womanly sigh reached him, made him stop.
He turned around, just a bit
annoyed, ready to snap at the one responsible for wasting time, but Aeris’
expression hushed him. He had not noticed the graveyard, crowded with pale,
roughly-hewn tombstones. Care was evidenced throughout the small cemetery. Not
one of the markers was overgrown with the wild greenery that shot forth
wherever dark earth met sunshine here. A woman, garbed in black, knelt before
one near the center. Cloud stared wordlessly as she traced the letters on the
stone. Her lips moved but she made no sound, her words meant only for the
departed one.
The others stood quietly by,
stunned to silence, as Aeris entered the graveyard through the narrow gap in
the fence and approached the mourning woman with a gentle gait. The woman heard
her, turned to face her, ready to warn her off, but Aeris’ look of genuine
sympathy froze the angry words in her throat. She turned back to the headstone
and tenderly patted the name there. When she did speak, her voice was low, sad
and raspy, as if pain and tears had taken their toll. “The reactor exploded
three years ago,” she said. “My husband is here now.” Grief lived still in that
ragged voice.
Aeris said nothing. She only
knelt down and gently placed her night blue wildflower on the grave. The widow
smiled. “I thank you.” She reached out to touch the flower girl’s arm. “I wish
you better luck with your love than . . .this.” She returned to tracing the
dead one’s name, her eyes shiny with new tears. Aeris stood quietly and left
the woman to her grieving while nursing a new ache in her own heart and, for
some reason the girl did not know, the ghost of an old one too.
The rebel group moved on,
perhaps a little slower than before, more silent, weary and disheartened. The
tragedy of this accident, one like so many others, was made a little more real
here. Everywhere, the stories were the same. A reactor built among controversy.
An explosion so great that even years later the wreckage was still lying
around. A home lost, a father gone. A brother. A mother. A sister. A son.
The loss was all the more
heartbreaking in the face of the sheer bravery of Gongaga. Its people had
pulled together, gathered what was left of their lives. They carried on, almost
completely forgotten by the company that had brought this sorrow upon them. It
suited them perfectly. “People can live without Shinra’s mako reactors,” so
many on them had said, and there was a cold, knowing glint of harsh experience
in everyone’s eyes.
One shopkeeper in particular
had noticed the distinctive mark of a SOLDIER, but the company Cloud kept had
convinced the man that the blond meant no harm. “Ex-SOLDIER, eh?” The man had
looked thoughtful. “You should visit that house on the south side of town.
Folks who live there would probably like to talk to you.”
Cloud had no idea what the man
meant by that, but still, he went.
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“Sam, get the door, will you?
My hands are in soapsuds here.” Marie shook her head and smiled as she washed
the dishes, big, heavy plates made right there in town. She could hear Sam’s
exaggerated groan as he pulled himself upright. She swore that the man grew
lazier by the day. She listened for the creak of the opening door and waited
for the visitor to speak. Instead there was an unusual gap of silence
after the entering footsteps. She frowned. Usually either Sam or the visiting
neighbor would have spoken by now. Immediately, she was struck with the fear
that something was very wrong. She turned from the sink, hurriedly drying her
hands on a thin dishcloth as she scurried out of the kitchen.
Sam finally did speak when she
was almost into the living room. “Hey, you’re not from around here!” Marie
looked up to see a handsome young man standing a bit stiffly just inside the
doorway. Both she and Sam noticed the unnatural light at the same time, like a
bright glow in deep water in the blond man’s eyes. Sam was astonished. “You’re
a SOLDIER!”
A SOLDIER. Of course. Marie
felt her heart leap. “You really are a SOLDIER, aren’t you? Tell, me, do you
know anything about our son?” The old man next to her nodded.
Words left Sam’s mouth
in a rush. “It’s been about ten years since he up and left to join SOLDIER. He
said he didn’t want to live in the country anymore.”
“Oh, I’m so sorry to have you
standing like that. Please, come in. Have a seat!” Courtesy had caught up
with Marie, but it paled next to the excitement the young man’s presence
had brought. She stared at the young man as he nodded and took the seat she
offered. Make him a bit taller, turn his hair dark . . . Was that what her boy
looked like in his uniform? The young women behind him called out there polite
greetings as they came in behind him. Marie turned a critical eye on them.
Both were quite pretty, Marie
thought, and though she did not think much of the well-endowed one’s clothes,
the girl at least had a bladed fighter’s glove to ward off the unwanted
attention such an outfit would bring. The woman narrowed her eyes at the other
girl. Petite and pretty and the expression on her face might have almost been sweet
if not for her eyes. They stood out from the rest of her, bearing the look of
one startled, rubbed raw, one who had seen more than one so young should have.
Brown hair and very green eyes . . . the combination rang a bell.
“Didn’t you know someone named
‘Zack’ in SOLDIER?” Sam was saying. “Darn boy ran off, like I said, though that
was long before that business with the reactor. He wrote and told us he made it
in, but he never came back.” The grey-haired man leaned back in his seat,
looking weary. “He used to write a lot but it’s been about five years since we
last heard anything from him.”
The blond man shook his head.
“I’m sorry.” His voice was quiet, with a reserved quality that Marie knew her
son had never had. “The weapons dealer told me you would be interested in
speaking to me, but I didn’t know it was anything like this.” What had he been
expecting, exactly? “I never heard of anyone named ‘Zack’ in SOLDIER. I’m sorry
you haven’t heard from him for so long.”
Marie frowned. Zack had to
have been in SOLDIER. He would not have lied to his own parents. She knew she
had raised him better than that. She heard a small, stifled cry from the
corner. “Zack . . .” the girl in pink had her face down, her lips covered with
her fingers. Zack’s mother stared, her eyes widening. The memory of words, a
broad, bold scrawl, clicked instantly with the image before her.
“You know him, young lady?”
she leaned forward, eager for information, eager to know this girl. “He wrote
us six or seven years ago saying he had a girlfriend.” Marie saw the green eyes
flicker at that, shining with more than just the lamp light. She swallowed
before she phrased the next question but she had to know. “Was that you?”
The girl’s face crumpled, the
tears that threatened to spill confirmation enough for the older woman. But
whatever memories that line of questioning had dredged up seemed to be too much
for the girl. With all eyes on her, she buried her face in her hands, shaking
her head. “It can’t . . .I’m sorry!” Before anyone could move to offer comfort
she bolted from her seat and fled the house.
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Evening had set the sky fully
ablaze when Cloud finally stepped back out onto the path. The vibrant green
grasses seemed to have caught fire too. Everything was touched with a deep
shade of glowing gold, though it was fading fast. Cloud exhaled heavily. It had
taken only a few more minutes of questioning from Zack’s parents, whoever he
was, before they became convinced that he truly knew nothing about their son,
but it had been enough time for darkness to begin its slow crawl across the
land. Even as he stood wondering where Aeris had run off too he saw the shadows
lengthen and the brightness of the land around him cool to shades closer to
despair, just as Zack’s parents had.
He regretted that he could
give them no information, pitied them even further for having completely lost
contact with their only child. It was a shame that the one person who actually
might have been able to tell them something had run out so soon, and that
halfway through his own interrogation, Tifa had slipped out the door as well.
Well, she could not have possibly known this Zack person. Could she?
Cloud saw her close to one of
the shops, taking shelter from the sun’s fast-fading glare in the shadows. She
seemed to be all right, though she was chewing her lip with a pensive
expression. Perhaps she knew where Aeris was. As Cloud approached, he saw
Tifa’s lips moving, as if she was speaking to herself, thinking out loud, but
he was as yet too far to hear what his childhood friend was saying.
“Zack . . .” She trailed off.
Cloud frowned. What did Tifa know about Zack?
“Did you know him?” he asked,
regretting the words almost the very instant they left his mouth. Tifa jumped
and turned to face him, wide-eyed and startled. She shook her head violently.
“No,” she blurted, staring
right into Cloud’s eyes as if to see if he believed her. “No, I don’t know
him,” she added for emphasis.
Despite the vehement denial,
or perhaps because of it, doubt stirred in Cloud’s mind. Something was just not
right about Tifa’s stance and expression. “Your face tells me differently,” he
said blandly. The words had some effect on her, raised some emotion, but
whether it was shock or anger he could not tell. She stamped one foot and
turned her back on him the moment the reaction reached her face.
“I told you, I don’t know
him!” Her voice was seething and Cloud knew he would get nothing more out of
her. Tifa always had been a rather stubborn one, beneath the shyness.
“All right, then.” He shook
his head and turned to leave.
“He sounded just like you,”
Tifa’s words stopped him. “From what his parents said, I mean” she continued,
quieter than before. Cloud turned back but she was still not facing him. “You
know, leaving town to join SOLDIER and all.”
Cloud shrugged, though he knew
she could not see him. “There were a lot of guys like that back then.”
“You really must be
something to make it out of a big group like that.” Tifa looked at him over her
shoulder. “I really respect that, you know.” Cloud’s mouth twisted into an
uncertain frown. He scratched the back of his head in embarrassment,
unaccustomed to this kind of attention, and from Tifa no less.
“I got lucky,” he mumbled.
Tifa turned around, smiling
openly at him. “Don’t be so humble. It must have taken a lot of hard work, I
bet.” She walked towards him, more cheerful than she had been when he had first
found her. “I’m going to find the others at the inn. Thanks for caring, Cloud.”
He could not even mumble anything further, thrown off guard by her sentiment.
He straightened as soon as she
was out of sight. He still had to find Aeris and it was definitely past
‘half-light’ now. She had seemed very upset. Who knew where she could have run
off to, what despicably unclean mako-beast she could have met out there in the
green? He hurried along the pathway back towards the cemetery, his body fully
in the throes of a rebellious streak of panic. Gods above, he hoped she had
done the smart thing and just gone back to the inn where Red and the others
waited.
What if she hadn’t? A thousand
thoughts bombarded his mind, a thousand fears and worries, from where, he could
not tell. He could only feel his heart slamming his ribs in a rhythm that
matched his hurried footfalls. Heaven forbid she be lying somewhere at the side
of the road, poisoned or petrified. What would he tell her mother?
A deeper fear ripped through
him, dizzying in its intensity. What would he do without her? How would he be
able to breathe knowing he had left her to come to harm? Fear gripped him
tight, its claws so tight that he did not notice that he was no longer seeing
what was really in front of him, that this severe emotion was not his own.
A rustling sound at his side
drew his attention and the pink blur he could not see drove the anxiety from
his mind, leaving the space to be filled with a relief that was at least
partially his. He felt his mind and body return to him without ever realizing
that they had left. Aeris stood before him, picking twigs out of her braid. Her
nose was tipped with an unusual pink glow and the dark eyelashes seemed glued
together with dampness. Even Cloud, as oblivious as he usually was to such
things, could see that she had been crying.
“Aeris?” He stepped towards
her, reaching out with one hand but without knowing why, stopped short of
giving her a comforting touch. He watched her chest move as she took a deep
breath.
“I didn’t know Zack was from
this town,” she explained ruefully. “I was a little shocked, I suppose.”
Cloud’s suspicions were confirmed.
“You knew him, then?” The girl
turned her eyes on him, the green taking a hint of funereal blackness from the
deep purple of the sunless sky.
“Didn’t I tell you?” The words
were almost a whisper. “He was my first love.” Cloud could think of nothing to
say and chose instead to focus on stifling the prickly jealousy he could feel
welling up in him. Aeris continued a bit sadly at his lack of response. “Zack .
. .SOLDIER First Class, same as Cloud,” she said, and the blond swordsman
almost swore that she was staring right into his soul as she did. It must have
been a trick of the light.
He shook the odd feeling out
of him. “It’s strange,” he stated, “There aren’t that many who make First
Class, but I’ve never heard of him.” Aeris turned away, resignation in her
eyes.
“It’s okay. I was just worried
because it seems he’s been missing.” She lowered her head and her braid fell
forward. “Nobody’s heard from him for a long time,” she whispered. “I thought
it was just me.”
Cloud frowned, now genuinely
curious. “He’s really missing? When did you last hear from him?” He heard the
girl’s deep breath before she answered. It seemed her shoulders were shaking a
bit, but perhaps it was only the effect of the fast-growing, darkening shadows.
“It was about five or six
years ago.” Again, it seemed that her shoulders quivered. “He went out on a
mission and never wrote like he said he would.” Her voice quavered, as if she
was close to tears. Cloud stepped towards her once more and again stopped just
short of taking her in his arms for comfort. She spoke again, desperately
trying to hold back the tears that she had just managed to dam. Words flooded
out in their place. “He must have found someone else. He always had been a
ladies’ man. Girls were constantly flocking to him.” She wrapped her arms
around herself, as if to ward off a chill. “I just wished he had told me.”
She raised her head and turned
face the blond once more. “I don’t really mind that I never heard from him,”
she smiled despite the damp trails that shone with bright evening starlight on
her cheeks. “I really feel for his parents though.”
Cloud nodded. “I know.” There
was nothing to be done for the poor old couple, desperate for any word of their
errant son. He took a few steps along the dirt trail, back the way he had come.
There was no light now but that of the faint stars above. It was no time to be
out in the brush anywhere. “Come on, Aeris,” he called back to the stone-still
flower girl. “Let’s head back to get some rest. You’ll feel better in the
morning.”
Aeris silently followed,
bearing both the loss of one love so long ago and fear for what she still dared
not call her new one in her heart.
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Deep in the forest, half
hidden in the darkness, the tall swordsman breathed a sigh of relief for the
delicate one. She was safe, unharmed, only a bit tearful. The small stabs of
jealousy he had felt at realizing that those lips had been tasted before he had
sampled them were fading now. He should have known it immediately from her very
first response, shy, but knowledgeable. Someone had to have taught her how to
kiss that way.
Glowing eyes closed, shutting
out the picture of the starlit glade for memories of his fragile flower’s
reactions to his touch. The shivering, those startled gasps, the way she almost
shied away from his deeper caresses, the way those lovely eyes opened to catch
the entire night sky as his hands grew bolder, such deep surprise from her, so
intense, it was obvious. The dark-haired one had never done such things to her,
had not gone beyond the first very innocent steps of love play.
It did not fit what the former
General remembered of the man, but it did not matter. That brash one was long
dead. Out of the way. The green-eyed man had done the job himself, long before
he had even known there was a prize to be won from it, something worth having
to be snatched from the brazen one’s careless grasp. The sweet, shining one was
his to claim now. She would scream herself hoarse beneath him and no one else,
ever.
He stood facing in the
direction of the small village, the direction she would come running from if
she did come to him tonight. She would come. He knew it. The night was warm and
bright and she might need . . . comfort.
He smiled as he undid the
clasp of his coat, prepared to give her that comfort and so much more.
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