A Spectroscope-
Chapter 4: A Reflection of Me in You.

 

“Aerith.”

 

The guitarist and singer turned to see their manager standing in the door way dressed in a custom tailored navy Armani suit that accented his tall, lean figure and made him seem older then what he was. As usual his piercing midnight blue eyes beneath thin dark brown eyebrows were expressionless, but he had a somber expression up his handsome face.

 

“Yes, Reeve?” The singer stood, gesturing to a chair along side the wall, only a few feet from herself.

 

“Yuffie, will you excuse us...” Reeve commanded as he strolled to the offered seat.

 

The loyal Wutaian girl gave the Cetra a questioning look.

 

“It’s okay, Yu-chan. It might take a while, so go find the guys and wait with them by the back stage door. This shouldn’t take too long,” The older girl gave her friend an encouraging smile.

 

“Hai, Rith-chan.” Giving Reeve a guarded look, Yuffie Kisaragi speed out of the dressing room with surprising skilled agility.

 

The manger sighed with exasperation then and rubbed his goatee absently as he sat. Letting silence fall between, the man seemed to be carefully articulating his words in his mind. With a guard look of his own, Reeve finally spoke again when he seemed content with his words.

 

“The leader of the Turks is here to see you again, Aerith. He’s out there now, but I told him I needed to talk to you first.” Reeve’s eyes narrowed as he spoke. “I know some of the band members don’t trust me with their problems since I came into the picture through shady and questionable circumstances.”

 

The manger was speaking of their former record company’s declaring bankruptcy after the disappearance of their former manger, Senya Johnston and the owners then putting the company- and the contracts- for sale not even twenty-four hours later. Shinra Inc. had been quick to buy out the record label and buy all their old contracts that very day, especially Mako poiSin’s andsYnthetic blade’s contracts- the hottest two revolutionary bands that could be worth billions. And became so when Reeve and his partner, Michael McCain, began marketing them world wide. Suspicious? Very.

 

“But, I’m serious when I say you can come to me about anything.” Reeve tried not to fall too deeply into those fathomless emerald eyes when their gazes locked. “Especially when it involves those of Shinra. Don’t think the Turks are going to be tolerated pushing you around- I’ll have them whipped into place if they even look at you crossed eyed.”

 

Aerith blinked and was confused for a moment.

 

“Tseng is my friend. I knew him before I even thought about becoming a professional singer.”

 

The Shinra Executive paused at that.

 

“What?”

 

“It’s not like what your suggesting- I think. Tseng is my friend, he just likes to stop by and keep tabs on me.” The singer giggled and smiled at what Reeve was insinuating silently. “As well as Reno- I went to school with him. Please don’t be upset with them... and if I was having trouble, Mr. Celio, I would tell you. I know you had nothing to do with the incident, despite what people think. You’re a good man.”

 

“Reeve, hun, just Reeve,” murmured the man as he blushed slightly while looking away in acute embarrassment. “I was just worried, but thank you for clarifying the situation. I guess, I won’t keep you from your guest now.”

 

Smiling genuinely for the first time all night at a person, Aerith seemed to content just pretending she was just a normal rock star dealing with a typical problem. Her usually guarded expression was sunny as her caring manger left and sent in a man with the deadly grace of a Wutaian Ninja: Tseng Ishida- the leader of the most feared Turks.

 

Turning to her mirror, the girl resumed to refresh her makeup. Brushing a pale rose blush to her cheek, Aerith saw the Turk merely studying her, irritation written broadly across his usually frozen features.

 

“Sorry about, Tseng. Reeve was just being protective.” The Cetra almost could see steel-grey eyes narrowing behind obsidian lens.

 

“Protective?” Shoulder blade length ebony hair framed a cold, white marble face of masculine beauty as it gave a look of disdained amusement. “Don’t make me laugh. Reeve is the biggest joke at Shinra- what makes him think he could do anything to me?”

 

“Guarding an investment.”

 

“Ah.” The frigid Turk gave a small smirk at her double-edged answer. “Yes, everyone thinks you’re quite the investment with all the money you brought in- and will.”

 

Her eyes darkened slightly as her guard went back up. This wasn’t a casual visit.

 

“I’ve seen General Sephiroth at the concert.” Silent, measured strides took the male directly behind the Diva. They could see one another in the mirror with sharp clarity and intensity. “President Shinra even watched you on the TV, from my understanding. I’m impressed, my dear- really.”

 

Burning ice fingers curled themselves around her shoulders, causing Aerith to look up into the somber face of Tseng. By the fine lines around the left side of his mouth as he fought off a frown, she knew him to be worried by all this attention she was receiving.

 

“Hojo wouldn’t know what I would look like these days.”

 

“You look like your mother, my beauty.” Tseng usually emotionless face was clearly conflicted. “That is enough to give you away.”

 

“Perhaps. Perhaps not, I can’t always hide in the shadows, Tseng. You know that. That’s what killed my parents and allowed such a cover-up.” Aerith shuddered and looked down at her folded hands in her lap. “Singing is one of the few joys in my life. Let me have it.”

 

“I know.” Tseng kissed the top of her head lightly. “I will not ask you to give it up. I merely suggesting discretion and caution.”

 

Placing a small, delicate hand upon his spiritual red stained hands, she smiled at him kindly. It was truly touching someone who knew her secret would protect her from the company who owned their loyalty. Her eyes fluttered closed when Tseng’s face smiled sadly back as he cupped her cheek with his free hand.

 

“Amore prosequi.” He murmured breathlessly to himself.

 

And with those words the Turk disappeared.

 

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The female that met with Zack and Sephiroth was not the one they expected as they passed into backstage area. She was younger by three years at least, dark chin-length brown, and very petite. Not to mention wild eyed and grinning like a mad woman. Without a doubt in Sephiroth’s mind, he knew her to be estranged guitarist that attacked the frisky fan. It would more politely explain the psychotic gleam in her eye: protectiveness of a fellow band mate.

 

“Ho, Zack-kun!” Announced the girl in a rambunctious manner as she pulled up from her mad dash from down the hall towards them. “Rith-chan will be here in a few, just wanted to take care of some personal business before going out. Ya don’t know Reeve, but he’s all work before we can play. He’s cool, but such at times a drag by doing that... Grrr! Oh! Whose this by the way?”

 

Zack rolled his eyes as his friend shifted uncomfortably under the girl’s sudden fixated stare as she fell silent. “This is Sephiroth Valentine, my commander and best friend.”

 

"THE General Sephiroth?" The girl's face was expressionless as she cocked her head sideways and studied the exotically colored man. "He seems more girly in person, me thinks. I always expected someone a lot more scarier and manly. All muscles. Then again, I haven't seen much pictures of him and the news tends to play up famous people's actions, ya know? I mean, take the whole "Yuffie broke a man's arm" deal in the news 5 months ago! HA! That didn't even happen, I kicked the dude in the balls and set his ass on fire. Ehehehe... Reeve paid to have it played down to just breaking the dude's arm- which is worse, in MY opinion. But the media still ate it up! So, like I bet, girly man here's actions were also played up in opposite of mine, liked, being played down, right? Not to mention..."

 

The ‘girly’ man in question restrained himself from throttling the girl whom millions found endearing as she raved on.

 

“But you are rather well dressed then MOST males that I’ve ever seen,” conclude the teen with a toothy smirk. “He’ll be quite the spiffy sight at the party. Speaking of party, Aerith said she would meet us at zee exodus door of freedom. Where did ya guys park? Did you park back here like Aerith said? I sure hope so...”

 

“Ah, Yuffie, zip it.” Zack commented with a laugh when he noted his friend’s stormy expression of annoyance. “Yes, we did park back here. Are we going to take both cars or separate?”

 

“BOTH!” Sang the girl as she lead the way to the back-stage door. “Since it’s impolite to take one’s date home on their first outing for the night. Aerith and I aren’t those kind of girls, no matter what. Even if we do live in the fast lane of life and stardom.”

 

It was Zack’s turn to narrow his eyes in confusion at that. “Date?”

 

Yuffie rolled her eyes at the jealousy the sparked in the male’s eyes as she spoke. “Duh. Why else would you introduce a male best friend to your good female friend, unless it was to hook em up? What a pal you are, Zacky-kun!”

 

Sephiroth arched his eyebrows at that, confusion written upon his own face. Date? Zack, strangely obsessive Zack, was hooking him up with Aerith, his so-called true love? What was this girl on?

 

The girl attached herself to Zack’s arm when they halted by the backstage door. “It was also very kind of Aerith to hook us up! What a pal she is! Wai!”

 

It was probably something very strong to induce such delusions as this. Sephiroth gave his trademark smirk as he saw Zack turn pink from anger and embarrassment. This was going to be a most interesting night.

 

“I-I didn’t...” Stuttered the male SOLDIER. “This, this is not what you think... ARUGH!”

 

Yuffie kissed his cheek. “You’re so kawaii!”

 

Zack clearly looked if was to burst into tears from all the misunderstandings that Yuffie was babbling about. Why did Aerith have to invite her along? Why not one of the more sane ones- like broody Asellus? Why was she already ruining this night- which was suppose to be perfect- without even having Aerith arrive yet?

 

“Yuffie, didn’t I tell you to behave if you were coming with us tonight?” Teased a harmonious voice from behind them.

 

The trio turned, their eyes on the girl as she approached them in a fast jog. Yuffie’s expression became meek as she smartly closed her mouth. Zack’s was one of pure adoration and happiness while Sephiroth’s eyes were keen and focused in the girl as she narrowed her sights in on the younger girl.

 

“Really, Yu-chan.” Aerith Gainsborough placed her hands on her hips with a sigh of amusement. “Trying to scare them off with such nonsense- this is a new low. Heh. I’m getting out and letting loose, just like you said, not trying to get it on.”

 

Amber brown eyes sparkled. “Heh, Rith-chan, you know I do this only because I love you. And only you...”

 

Zack nearly fell over as the girl released his arm, shoved him, and bound over to her best friend. Growling in irritation, he muttered, “she’s weirder then normal...”

 

Smiling brightly, Aerith laughed. “You never met her after a concert. She usually more... interesting then this.”

 

“I like to get naked. Reeve no likey likey.” Yuffie added solemnly.

 

The males gave the bizarre teen a weird look and Aerith rushed on to save some of her friend’s reputation and tact. “It’s the adrenaline and the exhilaration. It’s like a drug to her, similar to a typical responses of speed and being high- I think.”

 

“Ah, yeah.” Zack still watch Yuffie with nervousness. “Aerith, this Sephiroth Valentine- Sephiroth, this is Aerith Gainsborough.”

 

Turning away her attention from Zack and Yuffie, her eyes feel upon the stranger in the group with profound vividness. Emerald eyes widen as background sounds slow began to drown in thundering echos of white noise. Around her, color ebbed away, leaving shades of bleeding greys. All colors except for those icy, life stream eyes that bore into her.

 

She was consumed by the Planet.



An image of a younger, unhealthy Aerith stood before a mirror. Dull eyes stared blankly into it, hating what she saw. She saw nothing but a freak with unnatural glowing eyes. Not one those mythical Cetra- they didn’t exist. She shouldn’t exist.

 

Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror. Mirror.

 

Translucent fingers painted the Cetra words for freedom in curling strokes.

 

Immunitas. Vacatio. Liberatas. Arbitrium.

 

Written in blood, tainting the smooth glass of the mirror. Tainted like her.

 

Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect. Reflect.

 

Solitudo.

 

She sought to escape it. To have another with her secret. Her secret of lacking complete humanity. Her secret of being a freak. Someone to share the pain with- to understand it.

 

Comprehendĕre.

 

Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul.

 

You are not the last.



The Planet released her, parting her with strength and leaving her disorientated with Sephiroth watching her more intensity then she could fathom a person to have. Watching and saw those emerald eyes darken and the soul fall within them to different level of consciousness for a moment and struggle back. Watching her with feeling of something brushing his own senses with acute exhilarating longing and excitement.

 

What was her secret?

 

Was her secret like his?

 

Was she like him?

 

Did she understand the pain the secret brought?

 

/Yessssssssss./

 

They watched one another as their hands of moonlight color met in greetings, unaware of the stare from others. Their unusual eyes glowing with their reckoning of something more as they met again with the first touch. A first touch that resounded in a cord of a bond that existed between them. Of fate and race, though they did not know.

 

You are like me’, they thought silently.

 

“Do you ever question your life? Do you ever wonder why? Do you ever see in your dreams?...” The Diva sang softly. “Oh the castles in the sky.”

 

Sephiroth whispered back, “why do we build castles in the sky?”

 

Aerith smiled sadly, “the people of this world are cruel. The castles are so way up high, away from the misery that they bring. It makes for a long fall though...”

 

Yuffie watch her best friend with joy and worry evident upon her young face. There was something building rapidly between them, the red strings of Fate weaving fast. Musing silently to herself discontentedly, the girl worried deeply because of this. Fate was sadistic from her past observations and readings of people’s personal stories.

 

Fascination and jealousy sparked within Zack as he saw their first responses to one another. It was unsettling, but never had the SOLDIER Lieutenant see the General respond to anyone like that. As if there was already a bond between them that he was helping to add to, giving more fuel to the flame. Jealousy burned brighter at him.

 

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Author’s Notes:

It’s done, this chapter! XP Sorry it took me so long. Holidays have been weird for me. Except another chapter in about 2-3 weeks. ^^; I’m working in several group projects now with websites, stories, and I’m drawing my own comic for fun. Weee!

The last bit of convo between Aerith and Sephiroth is from “Castles in the Sky”, by Arist currently unknown by me, but is found in my Trance Nation America Vol. 2. Maybe by Ministry of Sound? ^^;;; I’ll post the artist when I dig up the case for the CD.

 

 

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